Double Entendre and DoubleSpeak, Innuendos and Intimidation, Coercion v Common Sense, Komply (with a K) v Knowledge = DDIICCKK; Who's Gunna Call it a Draw?
I'm not sure what this is all about, but now after almost a year of emails from Cecil, there's something brewing. In the email series below, he has stated the date of January 5, 2015 and the time of 5:27 AM, which he seems to have an expectation of my doing something. My calendar is currently clear for that date and time, and as that is near the time I normally wake up, I presume to on that day as well.
In several emails, he refers to his chariot, which is what I call my Toyota Corolla. As with most of his emails to me, the level of innuendo is usually elevated; it's a common method of intimidation. Clearly, if he lives in Yakima, WA, as he has previously said, then it would be impossible for him to do anything to my vehicle, which is parked on the driveway here in Los Angeles, CA.
However, other folks seem to be unusually interested in my ride, and have left little markers, such as the paint being chipped away, then touched up, attempts to pry open the trunk, as evidenced by the paint being chipped away, the gas cover door mysteriously being opened a few times, when it normally is opened by lifting the lever inside my locked vehicle. Not new tactics, as strange things have happened to my Chariot for years, as relayed under the "Email to Car Talk" chapter.
Another level of intimidation is when a party uses veiled words or twist of phrase to suggest they have nude photos of another, or something sexually explicit, or downright illegal. In Cecil's email posted below, dated Tuesday, December 23, 2014 4:05 PM, he mentions that he posts nude selfies. Thank Goodness he never sent any to me! And in a few recent emails, (posted below,) he's requested being able to view the slang words for the intimate parts of the female anatomy. "if you are a woman prove it SHOW ME YOUR TSA! PDQ!"
I keep my private parts covered, and don't like being photographed; based on several of his emails to me, he clearly knows I'm a woman.
Drugs have been mentioned a time or 2 also, and that's another tactic that is used to frame folks who are deemed "undesireable," as my Mom told me about, back when I was a child and some strange goings on were occuring in our small town. I don't do drugs, nor do I associate with folks who do, or who handle them.
In the email below, dated December 19, 2014 6:49 AM, Cecil wrote a double headed lie, which my Mom had also explained as a combined tactic of intimidation and lies which was to insinuate that an individual was promisucious, or sometimes the spouse would receive photos of what appeared to be their other half, engaged in sexual activities.
New version of the old song and dance! Again, if he's in Yakima, WA, how could he see what I was doing (but i didn't, and haven't, as he brazenly blew smoke about, regarding the below mentioned activities which he, for some reason, wished I were engaged in,) when I lived in Charlotte, NC, briefly in Phoenix, AZ, and now in Los Angeles, CA? So why the lies?
"a gal as classy as you shouldnt sleep around.. i think that weed your smokin is messing up your brain."
What is interesting was the number of men who seemed to take an unusual amount of interest in me, during my approximate 6 weeks stay in Phoenix; some would go to great lengths to capture my attention, or approach me with a greeting in a public place, as if we had a scheduled meeting, etc., and the number of shady looking folks who just so happened to be near me, or my motel room, or the laundry room, etc., was remarkable. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, and I look into the mirror and grab a bottle of makeup daily, and some hair color every coupla months, I'm pleased with what I see. For my age of Fab, Fit, and still Fifty, I am grateful to still have all limbs, excellent health, and a mind like a bull dozer in a field of cow pies. The compliments I heard were mostly backhanded, or not at all.
All nights, except for the first I was in Phoenix, were spent at a Motel 6, located right off Indian School Road and I 17. The staff were friendly and professional, housekeeping was exceptional; it is what it is, and clean and fresh were the norm.
The pot shop next door( Urban Greenhouse) was probably not a deterent for most guests, as it is fully licensed by the State of Arizona, and the 7 11, a 24 hour Mexican resturant, a gas station, and the nearby on ramp to I 17, were all located within 2000 feet or less Worked out well for me; when I can find the ramp via sight distance, it's a Blessing! Some of those odd and still yet to be published incidents are described in other chapters of Frozen Fiefdom, or may be soon. That old saying of: "A picture speaks a thousand words," may just give another a reason to pause. I could address the bag of popcorn on the pavement, and the soon afterward "knifing" incident...
And then there's the coincidence of three (3) different men who each gave their name as "Ed" or a form thereof, and asked me for a date. Two in Phoenix, and one here in Los Angeles, with each one being from a different ethic group, White, Black, and Brown.
Ladies: When was the last time three different men, in two different states, in succession, in less than a month, all used the same name, and asked you out for a date? Especially when the partial rainbow of human skin tones was represented? Probably never; and being as I was in McDonald's and a Walmart, neither of which aren't exactly known as places where singles mingle.
As Russia was again in the news, and the price of crude oil continued to drop, Cecil and I had a series of email exchanges based on the topic of the next war the USA may become involved in. A radio show, hosted by Clyde Lewis, I listen to regularly had a particularly interesting show on December 8, 2014, where Clyde gave what appeared to be a recap of Pearl Harbor, WWII, and raised a few questions as to what might be the next attack on US soil.
One of Cecil's replies, dated Thursday, December 18, 2014 6:27 AM, was particularly emphatic:
"I BELIEVE YOU! no one else will they will call you crazy, thats why i refer to you as my crazy ex wife who is a FEDERAL agent"
As Mom had told me, back when I was about 9 years old or so, the "Crazy Card" is played by those who find others objectionable, or find their knowledge base to be out of sync with those who have a larger agenda. That card has already been played on me, and one can read the first of many such accusations, under the chapter in Frozen Fiefdom entitled: "Eric's Legal Beagle Wears an MD Tag." The chapter features a simply unbelievable letter from Mr. Paul H. Grant, Attorney at Law, who was, and might still be a bar certified attorney, who was practicing in Juneau, Alaska.
Lies are lies. When a legal beagle spews them against an honest and innocent citizen, there's a bigger finger tickling the files, fingers, and fancies of one, to several, as it very well may be, IMO; or a vengful former loving spouse who simply had more money, and a bigger reason, to boot me out of the previously agreed to, and court sanctioned, jointly shared child custody agreement. Why would a male not want his daughter to have shared joint physical custody with her mother?
Especially when this mother is one who is in robust physical and mental health, well educated, practical, has an exellent credit score (or still should have,) and has the same personality of telling it like it is, that I always have; much to the objection of the apparent crowd. My first and foremost deduction was that Eric must be hiding something, to be willing to pay for some legal hound to write such words against me; especially when he, Eric, knew better. But, the charade played on, and the family joined in!
And here we are, years later, with a stranger to me, referring to me in several emails, as his "wife" and "ex wife." Sheesh! What's all that about?
In case some of you haven't yet figured out, Cecil and I have never been been married, nor am I a federal agent, and never have been. I'm not even certain who he is, but I am curious as to how, in his more lucid and reasonable moments, seems to have so much inside information on me, other people from Juneau and Douglas, Alaska, and the specifics about the warehouse which houses purple ambulances behind my sister's home, in Charlotte, NC. That kinda information just doesn't float around in the Ether on its own...
All in all, it just doesn't seem reasonable, nor logical, nor even remotely possible, that so many unusual things could happen to one person, in a short amount of time, or even a long time. Strange things happening to my vehicle (over the course of several years, some very recently); someone cancelling my auto insurance policy, as stated by a representative of my insurer at that time; unusual activity near my room in motels in Phoenix; glitches with my credit cards; the unprecedented stalls, excuses, and shady actions by folks who had advertised rentals, including one person who tried to have me sign penciled in documents for a guest house rental, and then later phoned me to say he was going to call the police if I didn't bring them back! Bold, indeed! No legitimate property owner would have two (2) sets of a multi page rental agreement, with the blanks filled in, and suggest that I sign both. A signature (whether it was his, or not) was already completed. That fiasco is under it's own chapter of "If the Ink Isn't Dry, Don't Buy!". Interestingly enough, Cecil seemed to know all about it, in a roundabout way, and our email exchange about that non transaction is under that chapter. There were numerous other odd events and happenings that I haven't yet published, and may at a later time.
So many oddities in a few short weeks! Everyone has snags and screw ups happen to them or their personal accounts from time to time; I've yet to know anyone who has had a full spectrum that I've recently experienced, and certainly not into such a compressed time frame. Some folks have suggested that all that high strangeness is what's known as "Targeting." I'm an ordinary, middle aged, FOB, from Juneau, Alaska, so who would find me "objectionable," "undesirable," etc., enough to go to such lengths to inCONvenience, annoy, harass, intimidate, and create situations that could be made to appear to be something different than they were? That would take Big, Big, Big, money. Not one person I know has enough to do all the incidences I've seen, nor to involve so many different folks, in so many different places and industries or businesses.
Regardless, based on what my Mom, and to some degree, my Dad and my Grammy, all told me about "things" that happen to "some people," back when I was very young; it's the same stuff, different decade, albeit tweaked with the twist of technology, and now happening to me. The big question is: Why? No matter how you look at it, I'm getting "dicked." Hence, the title for this chapter.
January 17, 2015. New additions at the bottom of the page.
Re: Interesting headline. And earlier today I was thinking about
i forgot to ask, i know i probably sound vien but did katey perry really make that song for me??????????
On Monday, December 29, 2014 5:27 AM, cecil mad> wrote:
you must be emailing someone else? it seems as though i've been put on the back burner? ouch! am i that boring? you will have until next monday that is exactly 7 days so on 1/5/2015 at 5:27 a.m. i will be expecting you to..............
On Monday, December 29, 2014 5:14 AM, cecil mad> wrote:
what ARE YOU SMOKING?????????? no i dont want any i just want you to stop using it...
On Saturday, December 27, 2014 9:18 PM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
asking you about Malaysia 370 flight again. But got busy with my own errands, and didn't have time to mention it.
Contact with AirAsia flight QZ8501 bound for Singapore from Surabaya lost
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Re: I checked the address you sent,
whats good for the GOOSE so to speak, however i may not meet your standards, butt i have far too much class to mess with a persons ride or ANYTHING for that matter, vandalizem is a show of WEAKNESS its for spineless degenerate low lifes who dont have a valid argument, i've made a decision ... you have five days to bring me that sandwich and...
On Saturday, December 27, 2014 8:44 AM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
Another paragraph of gibberish!
Your words: "i'm doing some customizing on my chariot you know flaming tailpipes and a super charged high performance engine, so i'll be walking to work while the modifications take place,"
Just be certain you keep your flaming tailpipes on your own ride, and don't tinker with mine.
Your words: "i dont even know what norad is, seriously if you dont have a thing for me than your just waisting your time, LOVE AND KINDNESS IS ALL I HAVE FOR YOU TOOTS TOOTS TOOTS.. i'm putting up with TOOTS.. if its money you want , your barking up the wrong tree, when it comes to money the only thing tighter than me is tree bark."
It's OK, I'll find the emails where you mentioned NORAD. And I forgot to look at their website where the tracking of Santa's Sleigh is done in real time; another apparently safe trip was accomplished. No mention of your tossing Elves off the back...
I do find it interesting that you mentioned money and a tree in the same sentence. Are you a logger?
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Saturday, December 27, 2014 8:05 AM
Subject: Re: I checked the address you sent,
you said you would tell me somethings including the five hundred percent, so please start telling. i wanted the job i overlooked for the ace job its the one i have now. its within walking distance and i have a set schedule and i load my own trucks and i basically supervise myself, its great. besides i'm doing some customizing on my chariot you know flaming tailpipes and a super charged high performance engine, so i'll be walking to work while the modifications take place, besides being just a driver i NEED THE EXERCISE... i dont even know what norad is, seriously if you dont have a thing for me than your just waisting your time, LOVE AND KINDNESS IS ALL I HAVE FOR YOU TOOTS TOOTS TOOTS.. i'm putting up with TOOTS.. if its money you want , your barking up the wrong tree, when it comes to money the only thing tighter than me is tree bark.
On Friday, December 26, 2014 10:30 AM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
when did you work for Ace Hardware, and why did you leave?
There are plenty of unanswered questions in your inbox, so how bout using the reply key?
Starting with, what do the Elves want? And, why did you bring up the subject of NORAD a few weeks ago?
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From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Monday, December 15, 2014 6:21 AM
Subject: Re: Why are you so tight lipped about reply to my numerous questions?
i work for a corporation that supplies fuel to the government, DUH! you already knowed all dat tho.
On Saturday, December 13, 2014 1:43 PM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
So much baloney!
Are you saying you work for NORAD?
I can see you tossing Elves off the back of the sleigh, however.
What do they want me to do? Talk to ET?
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Friday, December 12, 2014 6:24 AM
Subject: Re: Why are you so tight lipped about reply to my numerous questions?
i'm sorry i used you to gather intel but then i fell in love with you! i was trained to not get attached to the subjects, but you, were so different! i couldn't help myself, i didn't act responsibly... that is why i am turning in my resignation...
On Friday, December 5, 2014 1:50 PM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
I knew you wouldn't want to talk about that; even with the public persona of driving Santa's sleigh.
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Friday, December 5, 2014 1:34 PM
Subject: Re: Why are you so tight lipped about reply to my numerous questions?
pick another
On Friday, December 5, 2014 7:04 AM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
What about NORAD? Do tell! I'm up for a new topic.
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Friday, December 5, 2014 6:20 AM
Subject: Re: Why are you so tight lipped about reply to my numerous questions?
NORA DO I
On Friday, November 21, 2014 8:35 AM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
It's not exactly a State Secret what I'm asking about, and you know that the Elves have hogged all the bandwidth, so it's not like anyone else is reading our exchanges.
Tell me about those other initials you've mentioned. I don't have time to sift to find them in the old emails.
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no you were correct its DRUGS! i see your still in love with me?
On Saturday, December 27, 2014 8:24 AM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
Your words: "BUT WAIT THERES MORE!"
Do tell, as I'm sure there's always more BS in your Elf hat.
Besides, I might have been referring to the foil paper coverings from cigarette packets, in addition to the OXY oil co., which at $80 pps will still be overpriced.
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Saturday, December 27, 2014 7:38 AM
Subject: Re: Wake up over there; time's awasting
who said any thing about drugs? not me, its for oxy clean BUT WAIT THERES MORE!
On Wednesday, December 24, 2014 12:42 PM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
So, why didn't you just say you are talking about drugs? Did you drop 80 Oxycontins somewhere near me or my stuff?
Small foil wrapped objects in a cheap plastic ashtray; Douglas, AK, circa 1973 or thereabouts. Mom freaked out when I asked what they were, and why they were there.
Nobody in our family did drugs, but hash in our house wasn't only in the frying pan. Nobody was more surprised than I.
your a lousy lier! i almost brought you an ashtray today, but i didnt want to stir up any old feelings again
On Wednesday, December 24, 2014 11:40 AM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
Tell me what you are not saying, about some folks you must know and I don't.
Your words: "what = 80 oxy"
It could be the ticker symbol for Occidental Petroleum, and an $80 pps is highly possible.
Probably not what you are referring to, however. More like 80% oxygen, but in relation to what, only your brainbox would know.
Occidental Petroleum Corporation (OXY)
-NYSE Watchlist82.24
0.66(0.80%)
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Wednesday, December 24, 2014 12:22 PM
Subject: Re: Wake up over there; time's awasting
your T, S, & A pdq pretty please..NOW! i'll be awaiting for you to tell me a few things including a portion of the 500% until then,.....
On Wednesday, December 24, 2014 11:44 AM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
Tell me who you are asking about. I don't know anyone named Victor.
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Wednesday, December 24, 2014 11:18 AM
Subject: Re: Wake up over there; time's awasting
tell me about victor
On Wednesday, December 24, 2014 11:16 AM, cecil mad> wrote:
and i'm no threat to you or any one, so when is your birthday?
On Wednesday, December 24, 2014 11:03 AM, cecil mad> wrote:
TELL ME ABOUT evans fathers father and mikes cigs and what = 80 oxy
On Wednesday, December 24, 2014 10:59 AM, cecil mad> wrote:
NO CON CON CONfessional i'm not catholic niether are you and i was refering to my chariot and bill g is bill gates MICROSOFT duhhh! they /you are using the microsoft program to mess with my car/pickup, and yes i do exagerate a little tiny bit once in a blue moon, if you are a woman prove it SHOW ME YOUR TSA! PDQ!
On Wednesday, December 24, 2014 8:30 AM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
An entire paragraph of gibberish. Must be a reason, so let's review.
Your words: " it may not seem like it now, but you won't regret saving my...."
Apparently, you lost your thought, by design; whatever you're referring to, probably means I'll regret something, as twist of term and poach of phrase is a hallmark of ElfSpeak.
Your words: "happy belated birthday, i was going to call you five days ago to wish you one but i had church on friday, anyways you know about the chariot and what BILL G. has been doing to it, although very immature i would probably do the same thing, it is rather funny how it is timed to my behavior sometimes my thoughts"
I don't know whose birthday you are recalling, but mine was not it.
What church do you attend, and if they have a CONfessional, you might wanna take a seat inside.
Who is Bill G.? And what is the point of folks messing with my Chariot?
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Wednesday, December 24, 2014 6:55 AM
Subject: Re: Wake up over there; time's awasting
i have a gold tooth SERIOUSLY! PAID CASH! i don't smile on the subway... cus of my bling hope you have a merry CHRISTMAS... it may not seem like it now, but you won't regret saving my.... happy belated birthday, i was going to call you five days ago to wish you one but i had church on friday, anyways you know about the chariot and what BILL G. has been doing to it, although very immature i would probably do the same thing, it is rather funny how it is timed to my behavior sometimes my thoughts! you guys can't read minds yet can you? well got to get back to work my boss wants a report tommorow morning and i have a couple of clients leaving the firm.. peace out
On Tuesday, December 23, 2014 6:43 PM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
I'm hearing ElfSpeak!
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From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Tuesday, December 23, 2014 4:05 PM
Subject: Re: Ahhh, yes. Do tell me about
of course i do! thats why when i dont have any jokes to tell i post nude selfies! i dont care what people think or say about me! if i am all they got to gossip about they really aint living much of a life. besides when i worked for you , you once told me everyone is replaceable except....
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Why are you so fired up about my autobiography? And, if you found it so icky, why did you send me a complimentary email about my poems?
Your description of me in inaccurate, as you know. I'm not mean, but I can be a bit bitchy at times. 
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Tuesday, December 23, 2014 5:13 AM
Subject: Re: Let's talk about the possibility of a war with Russia
I NEVER READ YOUR CRAP UNTIL THIS YEAR! and i wont be running any where, not NOW OR EVER! .you lie you cheat you steal and most of all your just plain mean! BAD PAULA!
On Monday, December 22, 2014 10:29 AM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
When The Big Tree chose to not clean out the earwax/sap, more than seven (7) years ago, when I wrote and published my first and final offer; I knew I had a problem that was bigger than Houston's; as it were.
Somebody has a problem that is bigger than our visible universe.
Maybe you'll get a new pair of running shoes for Christmas, and do turn off the lights, as you leave.
From: cecil madm>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Monday, December 22, 2014 6:49 AM
Subject: Re: Let's talk about the possibility of a war with Russia
I REFUSE TO LEAVE UNTIL YOU ADMIT YOU LOVE ME!
On Saturday, December 20, 2014 11:01 AM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
Your words: "one of us is a FED! we cant both not be, i'm sure you can figure out the pro's and CONS in this debacle,"
Let's review: I know I'm not a Fed, so you must be. As far as being a "pro," I suppose one could say we are both exceptional at something; I believe you said you drive trucks as your day job? I presume you are paid, so that would make you a professional. I'm unemployed, so I wouldn't be considered a pro at anything, by most.
"CONS" is an interesting word choice; Con Artist is a term which came to mind, but you are much more than that.
"Debacle."
I'd say that's putting it mildly, to say the very least. And the colossal amount of time, money, and social engineering that seems to have be allocated to invading my life and generating my ire, has been ridiculous, and a waste of resources, for no justifiable reason.
I didn't start this war of wills, so to speak. I'm curious as to who did, and why. I'm an ordinary FOB from a one stoplight town; I somehow learned to write a most extraordinary story about my seemingly ordinary life.
Who's in charge of this flopped Op, and what's their next move?
I recommend they turn out the lights, and mosey on down the road, in the opposite direction from me.
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Friday, December 19, 2014 7:26 AM
Subject: Re: Let's talk about the possibility of a war with Russia
rewrite what???????????
On Friday, December 19, 2014 7:03 AM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
Woooo Weeee! Ya really know how to woo a Woman. ![*8-| rolling eyes *8-| rolling eyes]()
I'm going to allow you the opportunity for a re-write; no lies about me are tolerated.
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Friday, December 19, 2014 6:49 AM
Subject: Re: Let's talk about the possibility of a war with Russia
i have no idea, and i dont need to lie, lets talk about the word you often use CON CON CON CON .... lets make an agreement, i dont really matter to you, therefor you have absolutly no influence over me what ever... your agenda is as self serving as it gets, nuetral peacefull teacher my ass. this is all about my ass aint it? i have a proposition for you! i will CONcede that you have the upper hand and could so easily make my life miserable, i appreciate your kindness, however bullying and threatening me has caused my amygdala to go into overdrive and like i told you before i moved onward and upward, and if you really wanted to punish me you would have ignored me, that hurts the most... one of us is a FED! we cant both not be, i'm sure you can figure out the pro's and CONS in this debacle, ask the elves or minions or shrek or spock or r-2 d-2 na nu na nu c3po et phono . we all know what i did in band camp. but that is what band camp is all about.. aint it! i have grown alot do you know how i know. i can easily resist the urge to tell you off. you really need to get laid. get married first though, a gal as classy as you shouldnt sleep around.. i think that weed your smokin is messing up your brain. but your still o.k. in my book
On Thursday, December 18, 2014 8:02 AM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
How's that "Lie, and Lie Big" action workin' out?
I'm a State of Alaska retiree, never been a Federal employee.
Being 2x married was more than enough for me! You're too late to date.
I've heard that Jack N. movie line was a popular one, but you tell me what movie and in what CONtext it was used.
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Thursday, December 18, 2014 6:27 AM
Subject: Re: Let's talk about the possibility of a war with Russia
I BELIEVE YOU! no one else will they will call you crazy, thats why i refer to you as my crazy ex wife who is a FEDERAL agent and a major shareholder in onstar tech, who messes with my vehicle because i stopped paying alimoney . they totaly believe that horse shit! jack nickleson said it best, YOU CANT HANDLE THE TRUTH!
On Wednesday, December 17, 2014 9:12 AM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
What are you talking about? I asked a reasonable question about a endless list of odd events that happened to me in PHX, and now you're rambling on about nonsense.
And we both know that all media is only allowed broadcasting to suit agendas and stir the pot. So a factual coverage of history was interesting to me.
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Wednesday, December 17, 2014 6:09 AM
Subject: Re: Let's talk about the possibility of a war with Russia
AND STOP TAKING CREDIT FOR MY CHARIOT !!! its unbecoming such a classy FOB besides the CHECK CHARIOT light has been on since long before i knew of you. and i didn't listen... NOW YOU HAVE MY FULLEST ATTENTION!!!!!!!!!!! what do you want??? and if you tell me to off myself again i'm going to be really anoyed ... but still love you none the less.. you have a strange way of showing me how much you care, but luckily i get you.....
On Wednesday, December 17, 2014 6:02 AM, cecil mad> wrote:
pheonox isn't for folks like us, smart crooks don't want our kind around... it weakens thier game.. p.s. I LOVE YOU TO!
On Tuesday, December 16, 2014 6:52 PM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
and do you think it's likely there will be some major event like a nuclear attack on one or more major metro areas of the US?
One of Clyde's recent shows pretty much does a good recap of history and laid out a game plan for the next war.
And you still haven't said why the Elves didn't want me in PHX; they ran off with the Welcome mat before I even arrived!! I know it wasn't because their beady little eyes couldn't rig up a rental with their perv cams, etc.
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From: "cecil_mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Wednesday, June 11, 2014 7:49 AM
Subject: Re: I'll be back in an hour of so,
I believe your good for me that's why I haven't given up! ... What's your reason.?
Sent from my HTC
You initiated contact with me, so you must have had an agenda. And that's is a very tiresome technique you've used directly below; blaming the other person, or twisting terms, warping words, etc. I curious as to why it seems to have worked on so many for so long. And have you reset the time stamp to show the correct time on my emails for my Eastern time zone? ________________________________
From: "cecil_mad> To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> Sent: Wednesday, June 11, 2014 5:58 AM Subject: Re: I'll be back in an hour of so,
What do you want with me besides to make me miserable... So you all know each other what's next... Your all so ducking fake it makes me sick to think I still believe in something better.. I must be a complete moron life should have taught me by now !.... Sent from my HTC
----- Reply message ----- From: "Paula Rose" <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> To: "cecil_mad> Subject: I'll be back in an hour of so, Date: Tue, Jun 10, 2014 7:19 PM
Yes, indeed. And much of this evening, your emails are back to unstructured sentences, poor to non existent punctuation, gobs of gibberish, tinkering with the time stamp, and doing your damnedest to try to intimidate me.
Your words: "...it's front and center..."
Let's all picture a visual of this round of Jeopardy! in our mind's eye, as we play Human Anatomy for $800.
(Sound of the buzzer)
Alex smiles and says: "Paula, your turn!"
"What is a penis? AKA Dick?"
"Bingo! Next category, please."
"Thanks, Alex. Food For Thought for $1000."
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From: cecil_mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Tuesday, June 10, 2014 9:50 PM
Subject: Re: I'll be back in an hour of so,
It's not up my SLEEVE it's front and center I've been completely honest with you about my intentions don't call me a lier ... You know I am being honest with you.. your lying to yourself
Sent from my HTC
----- Reply message -----
From: "Paula Rose" <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
To: "cecil_mad>
Date: Tue, Jun 10, 2014 6:44 PM
Subject: I'll be back in an hour of so,
You have something up your sleeve, so I'll figure it out eventually. The TattleTale Tell is always a great clue.
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From: cecil_mad> To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> Sent: Tuesday, June 10, 2014 9:39 PM Subject: Re: I'll be back in an hour of so,
What upper hand and how do you know how hot you are. Attitude is where the real beauty is. Have you ever seen the comedy Shallow Hal ? When you love someone everything about them is beautiful in your eyes even if they are a bit bitchy and crazy. Tell me how many times have I put a smile on your face? Must be a lot the way your blowing up my inbox with love letters:-) Sent from my HTC
----- Reply message ----- From: "Paula Rose" <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> To: "cecil_mad> Subject: I'll be back in an hour of so, Date: Tue, Jun 10, 2014 6:03 PM
I don't know what you're reading, but I know what I've emailed. Yes, I could be deceptive and describe my self as some hottie, but those peering Elf eyes would be ROFLTAO, and you'd know I was lying. Telling the truth is so much easier, if if others believe it gives them the upper hand.
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From: cecil_mad> To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> Sent: Tuesday, June 10, 2014 8:47 PM Subject: Re: I'll be back in an hour of so,
You keep telling me you love me but your treating me like trash!.... Sent from my HTC
----- Reply message ----- From: "Paula Rose" <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> To: "cecil_mad> Subject: I'll be back in an hour of so, Date: Tue, Jun 10, 2014 4:42 PM
I don't like my clothing to be uncomfortably tight, and I won't buy a bigger size. Most of my clothing is form fitting and fits well most of the time. Even 5 lbs extra just ruins the look. ________________________________
From: cecil_mad> To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> Sent: Tuesday, June 10, 2014 7:24 PM Subject: Re: I'll be back in an hour of so,
Why do you say YIKES! AND TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT FROM ME!
Sent from my HTC
----- Reply message ----- From: "Paula Rose" <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> To: "cecil_mad> Subject: I'll be back in an hour of so, Date: Tue, Jun 10, 2014 7:10 AM
I want to take a walk before it's too hot. I've really piled on the pounds recently; YIKES! Dieting is so boring, so more exercise is better.
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whatever you or they want from me ????????? unless............ heres my proposition, the deadline has been changed, 4 p.m. tommorrow that is 1/2/2015 my time zone, to spit it out!!! i don't feel the least bit intimidated, do you? remember straight talk by 4 p.m. or i'm walking away... oh and you have to admit you love me MOST IMPORTANT requirement 4:00 p.m. jan, 2/2015.. NO EXCEPTIONS!
On Wednesday, December 31, 2014 1:13 PM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
What's so special about Monday?
Good that you decided to bag the bad habits; I have also.
You still haven't told me what the Elves want from me; they wouldn't be going to such lengths to annoy, inCONvenience, harass, and intimidate me, unless...
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Wednesday, December 31, 2014 1:02 PM
Subject: Re: It's New Year's Eve
i thought you dropped out of the scene, finally got a day off A? any ways you have until monday or i'm walking away... not because i don't care butbecause you don't... i quit smoking and drinking cold turkey on the same day, when i put forth the effort i can and so i do... but either way THANK YOU!
On Wednesday, December 31, 2014 9:43 AM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
And what's new in the Elf Den today?
Unusually quiet on your end of the emails...
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In the email series below, I referred to some emails Cecil and I exchanged during May of 2014. He made reference to a specific event in his life, which might have happened, or not. Since I don't know who he is, and very well might be impersonating someone who exists, I have removed that series from the emails he and I exchanged during these dated January of 2015.
As is his usual style, he didn't answer my question, and rambles on with gibberish, ElfSpeak, veiled meanings, and mentions folks I don't know, yet he doesn't explain who they are, or why he tossed their name into the email. The name Amanda has been brought up several times, in the year he has emailed me, yet he never gives a last name, nor why the name should ring any bells with me. He has mentioned several other folks who did live in Juneau or Douglas, AK, at some point, and some of those names were people my parents knew, and a few were closer to my age.
It was also very interesting that he stated that one of those who is older than I am, was a murderer. I'm not going to list the names here, and at least of of the people he mentioned is dead, but not all are. Again, it could be just mumbo jumbo, or it could be about Mt. Jumbo, or another local Douglas place.
However, if Cecil is younger than I am (he stated he is 42,) and lives in Yakima, WA, it seems unlikely he would know the folks who lived in Juneau and Douglas, back before he was born, and if one of those he listed had murdered another, it's highly possible. If it were such a Big Secret, how did he know about it? The most logical explanation would be that he is somehow attached to some branch of The Big Tree, and has inside information of the goings on in the Big Berg.
I recall my Mom saying, more than once, when I was a child; "Sometimes folks do get away with murder." She was saying it in the literal sense. Once again, it looks like Mom was correct.
For some reason, the formatting became choppy during that email series, so I have left it that way.
From: cecil
mad
<cecil_mad
To: Paula
Rose
<paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent:
Saturday, August
9, 2014 2:34 PM
Subject: Re: Knock,
Knock
wrong one is a MURDERER
the
others are witnesses one is like the
MURDERER a lieng sack
of poo! and
none are
from ALASKA but wee both know that. and
as
healthy
and as intelligent as she
was and
absolutley positive of
what she and approx
25 others saw im certain her
death was
not
a
coincedince! finally got that book 1984 its obvisioly
like me very
infamous the cover is tattered
and worn yet the
inside is
intact. and your
right about that southern gal she
already
told me and i quote
"NOT YOU NOT NOW NOT
EVER" so what else
you got on tap? and
those names are
from a different time
and
precint
but the same CONversation
can be
said about both. band of
brothers, although even to
my own amazment i realize
that like the rest
of us wee all
have our faults. you
have
proven
to me beyond any doubts
that you
truely do love me even as
pessamistic as i can be
ill never again doubt or
think i was never
loved. i just
wish you would have at
least
let me
hear you say it
once. im trying
to improve myself but much
like a child i have
a tendancy to
act out and make an ASS
of
myself
when i know
im
being watched.
GOOD GAWD WILL I EVER GROW UP? i admit at
first i
was mortified angry
embarrased when i found out that
i was so infamous but it
was
a humbling
experience, and you
have to admit im not
who i once was and besides i
enjoy the
look
i get
by those who try to embarrass me and make
comments as i simply am
unfazed and continue
to move towards
the better ending. im
gratefull and
someday ill use this
circumstance to make a difference. im going to do great
things and
you already know it. thanks for
investing in me.
you will be
greatly
rewarded. but please start speaking
english
your starting to bore me
YAWN! syla
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FACT SHEET: 1. you are my friend 2. you love me. 3.i will not fail 4. i will not give up 5. we will work this out 6.i am your friend 7. i love you 8.hurry before its too late. 9. whats mine is mine, whats yours is mine 10. whats yours is yours, whats mine is still mine.11. i give up you win 12. i changed my mind i will never give up 13. IS THE STEP I'M WORKING ON! WOO HOO!
On Thursday, January 15, 2015 6:37 AM, cecil mad> wrote:
split hairs one of old rog's lines frozen fiefdom made me think of the old man, you and i both know i won't ever give up and you will never give your self up... hmmm... is this what they call an end pass??? i may be alone without resources and may well be just a sorry ass dirty white boy to you, BUTT .....
On Wednesday, January 14, 2015 4:18 PM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
SHEESH! Stop splitting hairs, and just answer with factual answers.
Your Words: "i was hired to contact you to save your ASS!!"
Is that right? Hired by whom? To save me who, or from what?
Your Words: "so you are a man pretending to be a woman, you are not ALYSSA MILANO"
Nope, and I had to look up who she is. WOWZA! She's gorgeous. I'm not bad looking for a Fabulous Old Broad, but I was also blessed with a fantastic brain.
Your Words: "and if you don't know then i'll tell you all about it when we chat face to face, your almost out of time now.."
HHHHmmmmm. You frequently mention having a face to face chat, and so far, no dice; unless, you happen to be the man who introduced himself to me in the ROSS in Alexandria, VA. I won't know for certain until I see the whites of your eyes.
What are you insinuating, about my time being up? Altho it's 4:15 PM, and I'm going to brush my teeth and go out for an enjoyable walk.
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Wednesday, January 14, 2015 3:18 PM
Subject: Re: Why did the Elves hire you to contact me?
i was hired to contact you to save your ASS!! there are you happy now?? well if you aint either of them than you must be a fed, oops my bad... i would apoligize but that sincirity thing would screw it up, so you are a man pretending to be a woman, you are not ALYSSA MILANO I knew her way back WEN, all the money in the world will get you no where with me, the best things in life really are free! i'm not trippin, r u ??? they you or them shoulda hired a mail order bride, you would have had a chance but you blew it.. and if you don't know then i'll tell you all about it when we chat face to face, your almost out of time now.. move quickly you wouldn't want me to get away would you??
On Wednesday, January 14, 2015 12:55 PM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
Holy Cow Wow! You sure all fired up today.
Who is Deanna?
Your words: "nice of you to save our emails after you changed them up a bit, whether or not you or anyone else ever believes me is of no concerne to me?????????"
Nope. No need for me to change up the CONtent of your side of the emails, but I have noticed that some of mine seem to have changes made to them when you use the reply feature to send them back to me.
Your words: "it was at a WENDY'S restaurant but then again you would already know all about that,"
I don't know what you are referring to, and WEN has a good product; I have owned the stock a time or 2.
Your words: "i actually believed he had a helicopter. ha! how stupid was i right??"
Who do you think had a whirly bird?
My frame of reference would only be that infamous line attributed to Ben B. throwing money around. Janet is and probably always will need to, in order to keep the Titanic IVX afloat.
Your words: "go ahead threaten me some more see where that gets you.."
What are you talking about? Nothing but politely asked direct questions about your words directed at me; however veiled or indirectly they were. Your so busy tripping over your own ElfSpeak, you usually fail to answer the question(s)! ![*8-| rolling eyes *8-| rolling eyes]()
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Wednesday, January 14, 2015 12:15 PM
Subject: Re: Why did the Elves hire you to contact me?
if i had only ONE GUESS!!!! i would guess you are DEANNA but if you want to have a CONversation lets.. but like i told you before, I will only follow an HONEST AND HONORABLE LEADER!!! thats why i choose to go at most things alone, nice of you to save our emails after you changed them up a bit, whether or not you or anyone else ever believes me is of no concerne to me????????? and the who and why is not either as i know that the truth will never be told to me so i let go of my need to know, its funny you mentioned whitten road and poof i'm suddenly going there, if i only have one choice then i'll take my sweet --- time making it.. elves feds leaves leaf blowers branches etc... i have no desire to solve your riddles spit it out or shut up will ya? it was at a WENDY'S restaurant but then again you would already know all about that, you know for a while i was dissapointed, thinking i almost got to work on a camera crew, i actually believed he had a helicopter. ha! how stupid was i right?? go ahead threaten me some more see where that gets you..
On Wednesday, January 14, 2015 9:19 AM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
You didn't answer my question, and chose to toss around a buncha gibberish and rehashed lies, and some possibly true statements; many were in the following email series from May of 2014, where we discussed some of them.
Who is Amanda, and you know exactly who I am; no CONfusion about that fact.
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Wednesday, January 14, 2015 6:46 AM
Subject: Re: Why did the Elves hire you to contact me?
HONESTLY I THOUGHT YOU MIGHT BE OR I HOPED YOU MIGHT BE someone else, lets call her "AMANDA" obviously your some kinda fed, but honestly i flat dont give a F%@# !!!!! you played with my emotions and you lost all the rapport you had established, i am a bit insecure, so you reassured me that you do LOVE ME! thanks i needed that... but you mentioned a way out ??? of??? and it sounded like you want me to off myself?? but i cant! you see i love myself far too much for that, i'm sure you can understand... did i ever tell you about my first "job" interview? i was paid $17 even though i failed the test... i was only 15 years old.. LIFE is and has always been very DIFFICULT alot of people telling you what you want to hear to get what they want from you lots of lies and embezzlement fraud theft the list goes on and on... highly intelligent yes educated no dealt a bad hand by a cheating dealer yes several. One becomes like the others to survive, now its time to thrive, so one must step outside the norm, change begins within, if your looking for a ...... so lets have this chat cuz i aint no quitter i have my whole life ahead of me, I WILL LIVE EVERY SINGLE SECOND OF IT FOLLOWING MY OWN PATH. I'M NO MONKEY ! but if i were i would be the one passing out the BANANAS! and who is reston?
On Tuesday, January 13, 2015 11:27 AM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
And what was the purpose?
What's the name of the organization, and where's the HQ? It appears it's way past time for an in person chitchat. I like DC, and don't think I've been to Reston.