Cecil, he's not blind, as his name means in Latin; rather, he's the Blind Man who seems to see and know so much.
Like that All Seeing Eye symbol, Cecil seems to have an eye on me 24/7; how is that possible, as he claims to live in Yakima, WA, but some of the remarkable statements he's made about my daily life, and activities, suggests that he has some way of watching me from afar, overhearing my phone conversations, etc., beginning with knowing about the buildings around where I was living, in Charlotte, NC. He began emailing me in mid January of 2014, and I first published some of our email exchanges under the chapter: http://frozenfiefdom.com/target_takedown_tactics_youll_know_em_when_you_see_em
For the last couple of months, things have really lifted off the realm of possibility that a person living thousands of miles from me, could know so much about the life and times of an ordinary woman, without the benefit of modern technology. It's the same style and pattern used by Jeff, another person in this story; he and I also correspond regularly.
The level of DoubleSpeak, innuendos, plenty of lies and twist of phrases, etc., flowing into my inbox from Cecil, has accellerated dramatically; fortunately, there were also some emails which contained some interesting information I can use. Cecil has also indicated that there's something about him, or me, or ???? that is some big old government secret. Really a stretch, but he's reaching for something, and simultaneously pulling something that doesn't give me a warm and fuzzy feeling.
( I have truncated his last name and removed his email address, as I did with other folks in this story, including my family members. Mine is listed, and is active.)
its all in how you look at things my dear, TOOTS! speaking of trains i always think of HENRY FORD... thats one cool dude, mhmmm... your kinda alright for a dude as well. AND DON'T TELL ME YOUR A WOMAN! SHOW ME!!!! and yes i'm going to check, CHECK
On Tuesday, December 23, 2014 6:24 PM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
What's that suppose to mean?
Ride?
More like a train wreck of exchanges.
From: cecil ma>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Tuesday, December 23, 2014 4:02 PM
Subject: Re: Fw: This hunt for housing has been fascinating.
its better to be desired than needed.. ones destination is never a place but a new way of seeing things, thanks for the ride!
On Tuesday, December 23, 2014 1:20 PM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
Ha!
And you certainly don't need one of me, as you seem to know of every rash, itch, and move I make.
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Tuesday, December 23, 2014 12:46 PM
Subject: Re: Fw: This hunt for housing has been fascinating.
i would send you a photo if you want but you dont, the only lies are coming from yours
On Tuesday, December 23, 2014 8:33 AM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
HHHHmmmmm. So that's why you never sent me a photo of yourself. Why bother with all the lies? Kinda hard to call you skin tone a sun tan!
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Tuesday, December 23, 2014 5:09 AM
Subject: Re: Fw: This hunt for housing has been fascinating.
my grin is not a smug one, its the grin of determination, fishing charter or not, ocean of truth MY SORRY WHITE ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! One lie begets another..
On Monday, December 22, 2014 8:35 AM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
You might want to wipe that smug grin off your face.
Your not the only person operating a fishing charter in this sea of lies in an ocean of truth.
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Monday, December 22, 2014 6:55 AM
Subject: Re: Fw: This hunt for housing has been fascinating.
I TOTALY AGREE! I'VE BEEN USING YOUR TACTICS AN MAN DO PEOPLE SEEM TO SWEAT AND BLUSH ALOT ALOT ALOT GOOD GAWD GEEZE LOUIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
On Saturday, December 20, 2014 5:25 PM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
Your words: "top secret gov. intel its need to know only.. i can only tell you if we meet online aint safe"
Let's chat about your statement, above.
Need to know is a crock of mishmashed info. that makes some folks feel like a big cheese, if they are in the loop. Most of the time, folks don't pay attention to stuff that floats around; which is one reason why misinformation/disinformation are usually so successful.
Online is perfectly safe for anything you have to say to me; why all the skulking around in the verbal weeds?
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Monday, December 8, 2014 6:43 AM
Subject: Re: Fw: This hunt for housing has been fascinating.
what ever, we have to end this i'm getting married and it would't be fair to my wife...
Re: Fw: This hunt for housing has been fascinating.
Who the hell are you, anyway? A James Bond wannabe? I suggest you go chat up my sister Gail. She's a spy flick aficionado, and will provide you with any movie lines you slip.
No top secret government intel around here, altho there seems to be boatloads of BS!
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Thursday, December 4, 2014 11:25 AM
Subject: Re: Fw: This hunt for housing has been fascinating.
top secret gov. intel its need to know only.. i can only tell you if we meet online aint safe
On Thursday, December 4, 2014 10:14 AM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
Tell me more about your words: "some intel passed over my desk it was for your safety.."
What sorta "desk" does a guy who said he's a truck driver with a Hazardous materials license have?
Whose "intel"?
My "safety"?
Complete and utter horseshit! What sorta danger would I be in, sitting at a table at MCD's? Flying fries, and All American Apple Pies?
He made it a point to sit at my table, uninvited. I figured he might be so excited to be there, he'd fumble his large drink on my computer, so I cleared out ASAP.
----- Forwarded Message -----
From: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
To: cecil mad>
Sent: Thursday, December 4, 2014 7:28 AM
Subject: Re: This hunt for housing has been fascinating.
Is that right?
Reminds me of how Mom used to beat me with a wet leather belt and say that it was hurting her more than me.
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Thursday, December 4, 2014 7:08 AM
Subject: Re: This hunt for housing has been fascinating.
i needed him to keep a lookout for you, some intel passed over my desk it was for your safety.. please dont be alarmed.. it was for your protection...
On Saturday, November 22, 2014 8:46 AM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
And it's odd how the Craigs listings always seem to be out of date or no reply, etc.
What sort of messages do you use Craigs to slip to minions and Elves?
There's always a reason for a posting on there.
Time to shower and see what sorta folks I encounter today.
The guy who sat at my table yesterday afternoon was interesting; there were plenty of electrical outlets and seats available, but he wanted to sit at mine. What was that action all about?
Re: and let's review: FWD; Let's talk about the place I looked at yesterday,
We did meet, almost exactly a year ago. Only it wasn't by happenstance, was it? You knew who I am, and that I would be in that ROSS.
And your words, below: "when we meet" sound rather ominous, and threatening to me.
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Friday, December 5, 2014 1:41 PM
Subject: Re: and let's review: FWD; Let's talk about the place I looked at yesterday,
when we meet
On Friday, December 5, 2014 12:59 PM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
I liked PHX.
You tell me why I wasn't welcomed. L.A. isn't either, but we don't need to split hairs you don't have, as it were.
And let's both agree on no BS/preemtive so and so, etc.
There was a Big reason; tell me about it.
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Friday, December 5, 2014 6:35 AM
Subject: Re: Let's talk about the place I looked at yesterday,
stop the name calling i already know you LIKE ME ALOT!!!!
On Monday, November 17, 2014 6:15 AM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
clean, tidy, and a rather eclectic mix of art which the apparent owner had. Most folks don't say they made a long road trip to buy a foam gargoyle to hang from the tall palm in their yard, nor do they do or say a bunch of other things.
It was quite an opener, and the closing was even better.
The Natural and Unnatural History of Gargoyles
The gargoyle often makes his perch
On a cathedral or a church
Where, mid eclesiastic style
He smiles an early Gothic smile
Oliver Herford
From: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
To: cecil mad>
Sent: Wednesday, December 3, 2014 6:55 PM
Subject: Re: Speechless again??? Fw: I had a CONversation with 2 dudes in the adjacent parking lot
In person? Really?
What's your ETA?
Not currently, but I don't want to have to toss a perfectly normal looking Roast Beef Sandwich into the trash.
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Wednesday, December 3, 2014 4:50 PM
Subject: Re: Speechless again??? Fw: I had a CONversation with 2 dudes in the adjacent parking lot
well i wont know if you drink i have no plans to ill make that bet in person, but you wont, are there special additives in your meals???
On Wednesday, December 3, 2014 3:44 PM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
Your not my friend, but there's wisdom in some of your words.
Let's make a bet; neither of us will consume alcohol for the next 30 days.
You'll bring me a roast beef sandwich (ordinary food, no special additives!) when I win.
And you know those cross country goggles of yours will know if I cheat.
From: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
To: cecil mad>
Sent: Tuesday, December 2, 2014 2:56 PM
Subject: Re: Speechless again??? Fw: I had a CONversation with 2 dudes in the adjacent parking lot
Sober as the 7 11 clerk who did ring up my purchases.
Somber would be the mood of those hangerons who didn't get a bite.
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Tuesday, December 2, 2014 6:27 AM
Subject: Re: Speechless again??? Fw: I had a CONversation with 2 dudes in the adjacent parking lot
you really need to sober up!!!! im telling you this as a friend... SERIOUSLY!!! what are you on?
On Tuesday, November 25, 2014 7:23 AM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
I know you have something to say, so get hot on the keyboard!
I'll be busy writing, while you mull over how to compose a reply.
----- Forwarded Message -----
From: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
To: Cecil Mad>
Sent: Monday, November 24, 2014 6:43 PM
Subject: I had a CONversation with 2 dudes in the adjacent parking lot
to the Motel 6 this evening.
Both said that there was no Black man working in that 7 11, and one who said he would swear to it was as black as the one who rang up my order.
I let the two of them chat at me; they both kind were a bit taken aback when I mentioned something that the Black casherir did.
Now; let's review. Why would 2 guys in the parking lot near a 7 11, that just so happened to be on the way back to my motel room, wanna have a chat up with me?
You know me! I made the most of an inCONvenience, and after many long sentences and lighting of smokable materials; I mentioned I might be FBI, and they both knew that a black skinned man and a Filipino man were in that 7 11 when I was there.
They both stopped short, and then recovered.
I'm not FBI, and I know a Black skinned man when I see one.
I saw 2, one in the 7 11 behind the counter, who could have been a Paki/dark Indian, and the very much African descendent that was in the lot on my way back to the motel.
Tell me about that gig; we had a personable chat. I learned much.
_________________________
Here's a good example of Cecil making something up that never happened, as described in his email below. He phoned me one morning this summer, when I was living in Charlotte, and I didn't hear it. He phoned later that AM, and we had a CONversation that lasted maybe 35 seconds, as he wouldn't answer my question. I was walking in the cemetery during that call; but his side of the story is a whopper of a lie, for a purpose known only to him.
Re: Hurry! Internet time is limited,
lie for lie nuetral and peacefull
On Friday, December 5, 2014 7:32 AM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
Oh really?
Why another lie from a guy who claims to not ever have met me, but also says we did meet in a ROSS in Alexandria, VA?
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Friday, December 5, 2014 6:41 AM
Subject: Re: Hurry! Internet time is limited,
remember that time you ran to answere your phone naked and it was me standing at your door calling you? i lied i saw every inch of you! i just didn't want you to be embarassed. or as AM BARE ASSED!!!
On Saturday, November 15, 2014 6:14 PM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
and I have many unanswered questions in your inbox.
How's that arm chewing going?
Seems like I have Elves chewing on my butt.
I've never seen so many males cruisin' a laundry area in such a short time. Most didn't have anything to wash, except what they were wearing. Thank goodness they remained dressed! and most of them outside the door, just tried really hard to capture my attention. ![*8-| rolling eyes *8-| rolling eyes]()
And Somebody should remind the Minions that smoking pot in public is illegal. I'm not surprised that staff didn't notice, and it appears the only security cameras around here are in the lobby. That's OK, I know what I see, hear, and smell.
Loved how that black male who was practically choking in his shirt, wanted to shake hands, and then told me how my comment had "made it easier for him/saved him some time, etc."
I didn't know he was on a "mission" with a purpose, and I wouldn't be surprised if that shirt was covering up a tat or 2. He hasn't had a collar up that high and tight since his Mother last dressed him. He almost seemed impressed with my Microsoft Textbook I was trying to study;
and so much more going on, I had to put it away.
Never a dull moment around here!
What'd you do today? Has that Chinese Laundry dismantled shop yet? I have another photo of that "facility" to post.
Whoever thought that was gunna fly is really clueless. Razor ribbon, Good Grief!!
Fw: When you are too quiet, your Mom knew you were up to something!
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Friday, December 5, 2014 6:33 AM
Subject: Re: When you are too quiet, your Mom knew you were up to something!
i do golf silly girl, knawing off a limb i could but workaround it what i do best and when things are reall bad take a mulligan and head back to the "T"
On Monday, November 17, 2014 8:15 AM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
YAWN.
You don't play golf, and neither does Jeff.
And what's the next housing gig the Elves are gunna pull?
Motel living is expensive, but the daily action in the lobby, parking lots, and on premises activities by guests and passersby interacting with staff is fascinating. Different folks, same sorta setup material, no matter what name is on the building.
Speaking of buildings, have the Elves vacated the Chinese Laundry yet?
![*8-| rolling eyes *8-| rolling eyes]()
_________________________________
Re: Hurry! The DOD might be reading this!! FWD: Let's talk about "Mr. Ed" and the one I met today.
your funny! dod ya u betcha
On Thursday, December 4, 2014 11:33 AM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
Probably. Especially if my side of the emails have additions or subtractions that I didn't make. Happens sometimes when I email with Jeff; he said his finger might slip now and then...you might want to stop picking your nose when near the keyboard.
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Thursday, December 4, 2014 11:18 AM
Subject: Re: Hurry! The DOD might be reading this!! FWD: Let's talk about "Mr. Ed" and the one I met today.
chatting me up most would CONsider foooooliiishes
On Thursday, December 4, 2014 7:20 AM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
Who are you trying to CONvince? I'm not too shabby in knowing how a word or phrase can read, as or sound as, one thing, when it is actually about another.
I'm way past being scared; I'm simultaneously highly annoyed and even more curious. But I'm not a fool, nor do I take foolish risks.
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Thursday, December 4, 2014 7:04 AM
Subject: Re: Hurry! The DOD might be reading this!! FWD: Let's talk about "Mr. Ed" and the one I met today.
ive never threatened you or anyone !!!!! scared people make threats im not scared!!!!
On Saturday, November 22, 2014 10:12 AM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
I see you're not going to cough up info too easily, so you may just have an idea as to why the military might want to keep a lid on some out of this world events that took place in the Big Berg.
But I didn't like the tone of some of "Mr. Ed's" words, and his parting words were very much in ElfSpeak, and a carefully veiled threat.
It's not nice to threaten a woman; I take a very dim view of that kind of action, even tho you do the same thing in almost every email.
That's Somebody's agenda, and nothing I know is a secret, so why all the cloak and dagger skulking around, and ridiculous displays?
From: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
To: Cecil Mad>
Sent: Thursday, November 20, 2014 7:55 PM
Subject: Let's talk about "Mr. Ed" and the one I met today.
Did you hear that part of the interrogation/interview from June of 2007 where I made a mention of a "Mr. Ed," but that I wasn't talking about the old TV show?
It's OK if you don't remember, or didn't hear that part, because I do.
He and the other guy, "Israel," will be part of the newest chapter.
It's about time things are finally lining up at faster than a snail's pace.
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Thursday, December 11, 2014 7:07 AM
Subject: Re: Sniff Sniff! I smell Elves and sewage.
of course said the famous talking horse
Of course! The odor was detectable before I arrived at the office building, the day I interviewed there for a volunteer position.
I knew you'd know what I'm talking about.
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Wednesday, December 10, 2014 4:12 PM
Subject: Re: Sniff Sniff! I smell Elves and sewage.
I WAS THINKING YOU MIGHT HAVE SOME, AND YES THE TOILET OVERFLOWED. THANKS FOR NOTICING
What's going on over there at the Elf Den?
Did someone use too much TP and the toilet overflowed?
It's wafting all the way to L.A., and what CONnection do you have to the AZ AG's office?
You brought it up, and there was an agenda behind doing so.
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Wednesday, October 8, 2014 11:45 AM
Subject: Re: Let's just say I'm a bit Skep-Tickle
--i would consider pheonix AZAG but thats it.------------------------------------------ On Tue, 10/7/14, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote: Subject: Re: Let's just say I'm a bit Skep-Tickle To: "cecil mad> Date: Tuesday, October 7, 2014, 5:44 PM I don't do well going up a 6 ft. ladder. Diving boards and heights are not my best bets but I've seen what's below and I'm still here.
My enemies have enemies, and all seem to be very interested in me for
various and sundry reasons and skills I've had since I
was very young. Therefore, it appears that if one
'yeahoo' (that's a word my Grammy used instead
of something a bit more modern,) takes me down with
illness or injury, accidental death or a fake suicide,
false or set up imprisonment, some mental health BS
breakdown, etc., the rest of that herd is gunna make a Jew
pray for Christmas and redemption from Jesus, or turn an
Atheist into a Believer, or a whatever into someone who is
done unto me.
There is no honor among thieves, and all will take in trade what was
taken from them.
I could repeat what I've seen so far today, in part, but I
won't bother. I'm a Mom, and I'm an expert of
every type of BM and what it means.
Those who won't call it a draw could use the word truce.
I'm going to Phoenix, and I will have what I need, and become the Woman I always
was meant to be.
__________________
Author's Note: In the email series below, Cecil had included a physical address in Yakima, WA. It appears to be a valid address, but since the name and email he uses to correspond with me may not be his, I have also edited out the physical address.
From: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
To: cecil mad>
Sent: Thursday, December 11, 2014 8:00 AM
Subject: Re: Let's talk about that address of yours Fw: What was the most recent photo you emailed to me?
Ah Ha!! There you did it again; referred to me as "subject."
What a fickle toad you are! One moment you're spewing endearments, the next email I'm back to being a "subject."
And women get the bad rap for being accused of changing their minds more frequently than they brush their hair.
Speaking of "frame," I know exactly what you were using this email to create.
Thanks! Extra Extra read all about it!!
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Thursday, December 11, 2014 7:11 AM
Subject: Re: You weren't too slick, with the click of the mouse.
your right ... the one your doing your rather good at it, even though you fell in love with me, you remained professional and kept your code of ethics, and resisted your primal urges! you have class! i don't, i woulda hopped a flight but i'm adventuras yu is boing... yawn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! rolling eye x 1000000000000000
Job?
Doing what?
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Wednesday, December 10, 2014 6:39 AM
Subject: Re: You weren't too slick, with the click of the mouse.
YOU HAVE TO MUCH FREE TIME YOU NEED TO GET A JOB..
On Wednesday, December 10, 2014 6:37 AM, cecil mad> wrote:
YEP YOUR HIGH AGAIN!!!!! LAY OFF THE SAUCE GO TO A MEETING!!!
But stuffing yours into my side of the replies isn't cool, and why would anyone ask questions when they already know the answer?
Using coarse language is always crass, and I see your Elf hat folding over like a used condom.
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Thursday, December 11, 2014 7:06 AM
Subject: Re: Let's talk about that address of yours Fw: What was the most recent photo you emailed to me?
NONE in case you haven't noticed i've extracted the necassary details out of the subject...
Stop with the terms of endearment!
I ask direct questions, which is a method for collecting information. I suppose one could call it a tactic, of sorts. I do get real answers sometimes.
What sort of a test are you trying to pass off on me?
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Wednesday, December 10, 2014 4:08 PM
Subject: Re: Let's talk about that address of yours Fw: What was the most recent photo you emailed to me?
testing you my dear, you and i use the same type of tactics, i just happen to get real answeres too bad you can't
No, I never received a photo of your arm, nor of a church.
Yes, you did write that nasty email. I wondered why you did at the time, and still do.
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Wednesday, December 10, 2014 6:35 AM
Subject: Re: Let's talk about that address of yours Fw: What was the most recent photo you emailed to me?
wow you sure did a number on that letter, i never wrote that! i sent you a photo of my arm , where i'm from that means somthing sumting summin something finally, i'm not much of a speller but i can text 100 words a minute while pulling triple fuel tankers and shifting through 13 gears! PRETTY COOL HUH?
Which you sent me in the email series below; I never asked for it, you voluntarily included it.
Why such foul and nasty language?
I really hope you don't have a niece; she'd be disappointed to know what you think of her.
Your words: "What a tragedy you remind me of my niece an ungratefull bitter brat grow the fuck up and be real for once in your life drive or bail your ride ain't safe make your own path but don't blame me you Con get well or go to ??? XXX XXXXXXXXX XX Yakima wa 98901 that's my address your welcome anytime you want to make your own decisions I fear no one as I need not be afraid nor should you stand up for yourself the world will back you I certainly will till then balls in your court!......."
From: cecil_mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Saturday, May 17, 2014 10:17 PM
Subject: Re: What was the most recent photo you emailed to me?
Your fake as fuck and I never said a bad word about you if in fact you are who you claim yet ducked you in every way wasn't me your insecure and looking for some one to blame for your mess you created I don't know you obviously as I've never dated anyone as negative as you. Your a coward plain and simple your a hater mad at the world not me. I'll answere to God as the biggest fish have only one way to rid me yet they know I'm not the kind you can fry I'm not good for their diet that is if they want to continue to eat. You make me sad I hoped you were real your a ducking pawn play your own part make your own way or do you prefer a back seat to your life. ? What a tragedy you remind me of my niece an ungratefull bitter brat grow the fuck up and be real for once in your life drive or bail your ride ain't safe make your own path but don't blame me you Con get well or go to ??? XXX XXXXXXXX XX Yakima wa 98901 that's my address your welcome anytime you want to make your own decisions I fear no one as I need not be afraid nor should you stand up for yourself the world will back you I certainly will till then balls in your court!.........
Sent from my HTC
On Sat, 5/17/14, cecil_mad> wrote:
Subject: Re: What was the most recent photo you emailed to me?
To: "Paula Rose" <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Date: Saturday, May 17, 2014, 10:06 PM
Most recent photo
was of the church I'm in right now are you here
in person is good
mail is good usps was that you on the dock with
the dog in Mt Big fork
Sent from my HTC
----- Reply message -----
From: "Paula Rose" <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
To: "cecil_mad>
Subject: What was the most recent photo you emailed to me?
Date: Sat, May 17, 2014 4:06 PM
Cell phones are negative to the brain box, and there are enough
environmental poisons floating around, so I prefer email or the
USPS as a method of communication. In person is also acceptable.
I'll have to look up your biblical reference; I'm a Catholic by
force, no choice, and not much on attending services in any
place of worship. Nor did I ever buy into the line about having
to be 2 or more to have GOD show up, or listen in when I was
talking to Him. That's interesting what you said about the
windows and doors; I like fresh air and I always lock the doors
when I leave for more than a few mins., as we didn't today.
If anyone really feels the need to crawl through my windows,
they really must be desperate. Gail went up in the attic today
to inspect for roaches, dampness, and to change the light bulb.
She was banging away at the hatch, and insisted that someone had
been up there since she last had, which she said was after Mark
had left, and she put away the Christmas tree, as the hatch wasn't
put back correctly, and the light had been left on. It's possible
I inadvertently left the switch down in the hall in the on
position while trying to light something in the loft, but I'm not
certain. Mark left about mid Feb, and I don't know when the tree
went up there, but I know I've never been up there, and who
else would have any reason to be prowling around in there except
Gail? And if someone else were, for what purpose?
________________________________
From: cecil_mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Saturday, May 17, 2014 4:19 PM
Subject: Re: What was the most recent photo you emailed to me?
You already know the location I can't keep this
up I need real people with genuine feelings in my life...
NOTHING ELSE!!! I've had all the placating I can take you know
how to reach me if you ever were or can be real oddly all of my
old emails were erased even most of the ones from you. A woman I
love a great deal sent an email from my address apparently is more
interested in being a STAR than she ever was in me I guess your
male parent was right most people can and will be bought for a
price$ I won't be I deserve the kind of love I give and I WILL
have it... I believe it therefor it will come to pass! Mark 11:24
nuf said! I really wish it was you I saw! But I know the
potential wasps nest that thinking could get me into. I'm only
torturing myself by continuing on like this, no point in blaming
myself for having genuine feelings for another even if the joke
was on me but that's what some call reality I call it utter horse
shit now I'm going to leave the doors unlocked and the windows
open in case someone REAL STOPS BY!?!? until then I WILL accept
the way things are I really enjoyed chatting with you send me
a phone number if you wish to continue chatting ? ? ?
I DO! The ball is in your court you've been served it's your call.
Till then?
Sent from my HTC ----- Reply message -----
From: "Paula Rose" <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
To: "cecil_mad>
Subject: What was the most recent photo you emailed to me?
Date: Sat, May 17, 2014 11:44 AM
Pls. send me a map and/or a description
of the location of the drowning rock.
________________________________
From: cecil_mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Saturday, May 17, 2014 2:39 PM
Subject: Re: What was the most recent photo you emailed to me?
Your so full of shit I know where you are
I've been there more than a thousand times
in my cesna you knowI'm a pilot among
other things 100% right
Sent from my HTC
----- Reply message -----
From: "Paula Rose" <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
To: "cecil_mad>
Subject: What was the most recent photo you emailed to me?
Date: Sat, May 17, 2014 11:19 AM
You must be some superhuman, to be able to
be in here NC by 3:00 pm, and back to
Yakima by 6:00 PM tonight.
From: cecil_mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Saturday, May 17, 2014 1:51 PM
Subject: Re: What was the most recent photo you emailed to me?
If not pastors what are they called then?
Make sure your dressed I'm coming over not
that I saw anything last timeo_O :-)
Sent from my HTC
----- Reply message ----
From: "Paula Rose" <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
To: "cecil_mad>
Subject: What was the most recent photo you emailed to me?
Date: Sat, May 17, 2014 9:44 AM
Resend, pls. Should I recognize it?
From: cecil_mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Saturday, May 17, 2014 12:39 PM
Subject: Re: What was the most recent photo you emailed to me?
A drowning rock in a river
________________________________
Re: Let's discuss that CIA newsbrief currently on TV
Another example of long and sticky fingers waving a carefully veiled threat.
Or, as my dad bluntly said, when I was very young, "It's comply, or die."
I see your using the same old techniques and words he must have heard back then.
From: cecil mad
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Friday, December 12, 2014 5:58 AM
Subject: Re: Let's discuss that CIA newsbrief currently on TV
embarrassing??? hardly! bare ass photos of me very likely! but embarrased, not a chance... i do know a thing or two about 3 letters and much not even you are dumb enough to touch, how sweet the stench the gears give off when some monkey throws in a wrench... like i said and i do and will repeat myself! I SHARE THE REWARDS AS WELL AS THE SPOILS! SHARING IS FUN! GIVING AND RECIEVING GO HAND IN HAND.. share and share alike, no need to be bitter, i can give genorously without a chariot, in fact i'll probably give soooooooo much more!
On Thursday, December 11, 2014 11:21 AM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
That's not the 3 letter (or more) that you seem to be associated with, but both appear to be branches of the same Big Tree.
And every person on the planet knows that not any group or cop shop ever tells the full story about anything of interest. So why bother with the media circus?
That interview/interrogation that I was subjected to was a form of torture; psychological torture is still torture. I also have the feeling it wasn't the first time, but it had been probably a decade or 3, since the same chemical method of extracting details and events I knew about, had been used on me.
Altho Russia and Canada are on either side of the Big Berg, I think we can call it a safe bet that no American would buy the story if either of those countries were to be blamed for that failed operation. How embarrassing it must be for the SAE!
What are the Elves huddling over today?
____________________________
Geez Louise! Cecil already knew that I knew the cause of my very brief bouts of almost vertigo; yet, he attempted another psyop, or a failed MD diagnosis. I have documented such misdiagnoses by others; none of whom have any MD or other such letters, after their names, other than BS, and not of acedemic achievement.
Re: Sniff Sniff! I'm still having those dizzy and rocking moments
That was an interesting reply.
I know the cause is calcium crystals inside the inner ear. No rocks in this head!
From: cecil mad <cecil_mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Friday, December 12, 2014 6:45 AM
Subject: Re: Sniff Sniff! I'm still having those dizzy and rocking moments
definitly the water, many tactics are used i know of several i never tell anyone though you know what a wack job they would take me for if i told them what i know espicially abit yu
On Tuesday, November 4, 2014 9:43 AM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
I sure the Elves know the cause, as I am usually the picture of robust good health.
As my Mom used to say, about many things: "It must be something in the water."
What's your take on the matter?
Re: I see you made the cover.
You've made several comments in the last year, about my Chariot being unsafe, directly or indirectly. It's been serviced and I'm a good driver, so if anything happens to me or my ride, I'll know whose long and sticky fingers were messin'; shor nuf won't take no guessin'!
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Friday, December 12, 2014 5:50 AM
Subject: Re: I see you made the cover.
OH YOU KNOW! running as poorly as a few thousand other vehicles will soon BE! whats that about a gandering goose or something like that? OH YA! YOU BETCHA!!!!!
On Thursday, December 11, 2014 8:09 AM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
And how is your truck this AM? Extensive damage, or a bit of scratch and dent?
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Thursday, December 11, 2014 7:17 AM
Subject: Re: I see you made the cover.
at least tell me you will miss me? last night i ran into the woman i may very soon be calling my wife!
On Thursday, December 11, 2014 7:15 AM, cecil mad> wrote:
i understand your CONfusion, the guy in the hazmat suit looks exactly like me! WOW! i still am wondering is that me but i'm pretty sure its not.
On Wednesday, December 10, 2014 6:42 PM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
Simply unbelievable.
Who's agenda CONjured up this lousy idea?
Author's Note: The photo of the magazine cover didn't post. A black person in a Haz Mat suit with an Ebola tag line was the headline.
----- Forwarded Message -----
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Friday, December 5, 2014 5:24 AM
Subject: Re: I know showstopper when I send one. Re:Fw: Happy Thanksgiving! And who dropped their heart on the
i do have a way about me dont i?
On Thursday, December 4, 2014 12:38 PM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
So what, and who cares?
Why would you need to have one? Besides, you could probably just fill out the correct form and issue it yourself; as you seemed to be CONnected to all branches.
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Thursday, December 4, 2014 12:09 PM
Subject: Re: I know showstopper when I send one. Re:Fw: Happy Thanksgiving! And who dropped their heart on the
oh well many will be dissapointed when they find out i got my concealed weapons permit
On Thursday, December 4, 2014 11:47 AM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
I knew you'd get around to that topic sooner or later. Another lie about me, and probably about yourself.
But it's an old, old trick used by governments around the globe to discredit folks they find undesirable for assorted reasons.
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Thursday, December 4, 2014 11:30 AM
Subject: Re: I know showstopper when I send one. Re:Fw: Happy Thanksgiving! And who dropped their heart on the
no im sure along with everyone else she knows, its me verses tv phone and internet, im a former porn star arent i? that should make my folks real proud!
On Thursday, December 4, 2014 11:26 AM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
Is that right?
I'm interested in human behaviors and information, both of which you share plenty of.
Your words: " besides that you seem too be interested in me in some odd sorta creepy way:>}"
Really? With that Pinnochio nose of yours? I'm much more interested as to why you contacted me almost a year ago, and still try to intimidate with via the old switcharoo with ElfSpeak. You're up to something!
And it has made for fascinating additions to Frozen Fiefdom. Have you told your Mom about what a fascinating character you are on a globally read ebook?
From: cecil mad
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Thursday, December 4, 2014 11:15 AM
Subject: Re: I know showstopper when I send one. Re:Fw: Happy Thanksgiving! And who dropped their heart on the
cuz i like my women sassy, are you a man??? and you are very negative, but you caused me too examine myself honestly and thoroughly and i saw a little tiny bit i needed to change, besides that you seem too be interested in me in some odd sorta creepy way:>}
On Thursday, December 4, 2014 7:07 AM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
After your use of multiple adjectives you used to describe me yesterday (most of them negative,) why would you be even remotely interested in me, in the realm of roMANce?
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Thursday, December 4, 2014 6:53 AM
Subject: Re: I know showstopper when I send one. Re:Fw: Happy Thanksgiving! And who dropped their heart on the
you know you wouldnt be able to resist me, thats why your scared, ask any woman who knows me, i'm very kind and helpfull, not to mention extremly handy, not the best speller or too good at math, but i can build or repair anything, your going to regret letting me slip away!!!
On Wednesday, December 3, 2014 6:44 PM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
OK.
One small bit of you is human.
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Wednesday, December 3, 2014 4:39 PM
Subject: Re: I know showstopper when I send one. Re:Fw: Happy Thanksgiving! And who dropped their heart on the
i do and have made her dinner and taken her out.
On Wednesday, December 3, 2014 11:18 AM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
Do you ever visit her? Or take her out for dinner, etc.?
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Wednesday, December 3, 2014 10:11 AM
Subject: Re: I know showstopper when I send one. Re:Fw: Happy Thanksgiving! And who dropped their heart on the
yes
On Wednesday, December 3, 2014 7:06 AM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
Is your Mom still living?
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Wednesday, December 3, 2014 7:01 AM
Subject: Re: I know showstopper when I send one. Re:Fw: Happy Thanksgiving! And who dropped their heart on the
MY MOTHER PUT UP WITH TOO MUCH but not from me, I STAND UP FOR MYSELF!!!!
On Thursday, November 27, 2014 8:13 PM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
Your Mother didn't put up with Back Talk, and neither do I.
My daughters are White.
And you are?
----- Forwarded Message -----
From: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
To: Cecil Mad>
Sent: Thursday, November 27, 2014 8:35 AM
Subject: Happy Thanksgiving! And who dropped their heart on the
driveway last night?
I knew I smelled Elves!
Thanks for the CONfirmation.
_______________________________________
I TOTALY AGREE! I'VE BEEN USING YOUR TACTICS AN MAN DO PEOPLE SEEM TO SWEAT AND BLUSH ALOT ALOT ALOT GOOD GAWD GEEZE LOUIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
On Saturday, December 20, 2014 5:25 PM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
Your words: "top secret gov. intel its need to know only.. i can only tell you if we meet online aint safe"
Let's chat about your statement, above.
Need to know is a crock of mishmashed info. that makes some folks feel like a big cheese, if they are in the loop. Most of the time, folks don't pay attention to stuff that floats around; which is one reason why misinformation/disinformation are usually so successful.
Online is perfectly safe for anything you have to say to me; why all the skulking around in the verbal weeds?
What was that all about?
And, in your other email below, it's not exactly a State Secret that some males are bisexual; or do you have feelings of guilt about your preferences?
Your words: "but you also want the money you think i owe you!"
Tell me why you wrote such an emphatic statement; on one hand, you admit being the man who introduced himself to me in the VA ROSS almost exactly a year ago, and on the other hand, you say we've never met in person. Somewhere in your roundabout verbiage, money became a topic. Why was that?
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Monday, December 22, 2014 6:45 AM
Subject: Re: It's Saturday, and how about some answers?
o i almost forgot BOB said you wanted me to want you! but you also want the money you think i owe you!
On Monday, December 22, 2014 6:44 AM, cecil mad> wrote:
either the fed the state or homeland security, i was assinged to CONtact you as a matter of national security, after issuing you a hazmat the office of the PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES ,recieved intel that may have been a mistake, concerned with the safety of AMERICAN citizines we monitered you closely, we have determined that although you appear deranged a bit sphycotic INSANELY WIERD and comedicaly odd, we have determined that you are completely harmless!!!!!!!!! HOWEVER for our own personal ammusement we plan to observe you closely "INDEFINETLY" !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND YOU TURN ME ON! i totaly want to DO YOU! [if in fact you are a woman] then of course knowing me i would probably do you any way... LOL...
On Saturday, December 20, 2014 7:52 AM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
1. Who do you work for?
2. Why were you assigned to contact me?
3. What was the purpose of communicating with me?
___________________________________
From: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
To: cecil mad>
Sent: Wednesday, December 24, 2014 7:51 AM
Subject: Re: Ahhh, yes. Do tell me about
More DoubleSpeak ElfSpeak with a veiled threat or 2 tossed in.
What a coincidence that your probably make believe dispatcher has the same name as my dad's widow. I doubt if anyone would want to harm her, but you have raised the name.
Author's note: In the email below, I removed the three lettered company name Cecil mentioned, as it could be an actual company, whether or not he actually ever worked there.
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Wednesday, December 24, 2014 6:43 AM
Subject: Re: Ahhh, yes. Do tell me about
IF IT WASN'T YOU! then you really dont know shit! although you never denied i worked for you, let me tell you a little something, i worked briefly for a three letter company XXX call it what you want but most of the men there talked shit about one of the dispatchers, her name is Leanne, even one of the head honchos they said things i wont repeat unless you ask for specifics... but one driver motioned his fist into his hand and said he would like to punch her in the face, she doesn't have a clue how he feels as he was all smiles, i know two faced when i see it feel it or sense it online, i know when my gut tells me what to or not to do i need to listen, under NO CIRCUMSTANCE will i second guess my survival instincts albeit unpopular choices, i know what i know and i'm ...
On Tuesday, December 23, 2014 6:28 PM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
Nude selfies? Aren't you a tad over the hill for showing so much skin outside of a shower?
Your words: "besides when i worked for you , you once told me everyone is replaceable except...."
As usual, you must have me CONfused with someone else, I never said that.
So who isn't replaceable?
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Tuesday, December 23, 2014 4:05 PM
Subject: Re: Ahhh, yes. Do tell me about
of course i do! thats why when i dont have any jokes to tell i post nude selfies! i dont care what people think or say about me! if i am all they got to gossip about they really aint living much of a life. besides when i worked for you , you once told me everyone is replaceable except....
On Tuesday, December 23, 2014 1:18 PM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
What don't you care about?
Humor is great; don't you enjoy a good funny?
From: cecil mader <cecil_mader@yahoo.com>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Tuesday, December 23, 2014 12:47 PM
Subject: Re: Ahhh, yes. Do tell me about
dont care
On Tuesday, December 23, 2014 8:43 AM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
You have to admit my chapter featuring the desert rat in the online dating pool, is rather entertaining.
He was a slightly better speller than you.
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Tuesday, December 23, 2014 5:42 AM
Subject: Re: Ahhh, yes. Do tell me about
oh i see clearly and i know alot more than i will ever say, about the elephants, i herd a desert rat can make an ELEPHANT DANCE? what say you? yes i know the big bad elephant can squish the labratory desert rat, bfd omg btw ysd hmd sfhiwlacppdimofa iwiclhbhaehfpanl iwltpaeisoohalhpma iliitfaattewinodoa gbimpahboygwsoimuf
On Monday, December 22, 2014 9:04 PM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
All those topics I rattled around in your mind.
It's so easy to know all, and to say nothing.
You once said something about elephants in the room.
When I have a looksee around most rooms I'm in, the only person, or thing, visible is me. Never a vision problem for me; what say you? _________________________
Re: Wake up over there; time's awasting
Gold tooth?
You really are prone to exaggeration.
Re: Wake up over there; time's awasting
tell me you love me
On Tuesday, December 23, 2014 4:12 PM, cecil mad> wrote:
p.s. no rules about dating! not negotioable
On Tuesday, December 23, 2014 4:10 PM, cecil mad> wrote:
do tell .. awe what the heck, i'm easy i'll take the job tell me the details when i get there. and privacy is a myth... you know i sometimes think that my gold tooth is micro chipped and records my every word and my vitals and you track me via sattelite and thermal image my every bowel movement, but thats crazy right? right?
On Tuesday, December 23, 2014 1:58 PM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
Stop with the roMANce words; tell me what the gig is, and no ElfSpeak!
Duties, Location, wage rate, privacy, etc.
From: cecil mad>
To: Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com>
Sent: Tuesday, December 23, 2014 7:08 AM
Subject: Re: Wake up over there; time's awasting
o.k. so we agree that you are madly in love with me and that i kinda like you,ALOT! so what happens next? if its going to end you will need to be the one who walks away, i just cant do it...
On Monday, December 15, 2014 6:18 AM, cecil mad> wrote:
i answered all you ??????'s
On Saturday, December 13, 2014 10:06 AM, Paula Rose <paularoseimages@yahoo.com> wrote:
You have questions to answer, and I have errands to do.